Understanding Others - Giving whatever you have - Ego - Bullshit

Why Am I thinking about other person than myself? how did that happen to me? What is it about selfish? Why am I accepting other people's nature? if someone says, they cannot why am I accepting than resisting? how one person accepts one thing and the other person doesn't?

What to be selfish? I want my dad to come and see me whether he has money or not - he can keep saying he doesn't have money but that cannot or should not stop the love in any form in seeing each other.

I can understand other person feeling but I also have a feeling to be addressed. why should I not see my mom or dad for long time? why should I alone spend seven thousand or ten thousand to express my love every time

all this ten years, I have been listening to what they say, but hereafter they should listen to me and I will ensure all of the family members are taken care well and justice to everyone. I will set things right!

Let my mom spend money for phone call and ask me how am I doing. Let my dad plan his finance to come and see me every month - he doesn't need to own me a gold or platinum - but he can just come and see me. what I am asking is only the pure form of love and being with people - not anything high or low. You cannot allow people to go in misleading direction if you allow, then eventually its not a healthy environment. The form of love is to be leading someone to a healthy life by whatever so means and that's what people do to everyone. Great people guide fellow humans to live a great life. They don't share their love just by accepting or listening to whatever other people say.

Universe - This has to happen by any chance - If this change has to happen by calm, harmony and whatever let it happen. if this has to happen by asking or fighting or whatever - let it happen. if it happens due to emotions, let it happen. But It has to happen without fail and this change is must for me.

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