What do I want?

 YOGA TRAINER DESIRE : es I have interest in learning yoga, I started doing yoga in the morning then started reading the benefits of aasana

LONG RUNNING DESIRE : I have a desire for long running - today am capable of running 5kms at a stretch easily

RUNNING DESIRE : want to increase my endurance from 5km to 10km at a stretch easily - also I wanted to improve my endurance by running on beach in the morning 

FLUTE MASTER DESIRE : CARNATIC 

Yes I started learning Hindustani flute for four months and stopped in July and didn't put an effort to find another tutor where I found carnatic learning would be affordable as hindustani private flute teaching costs around 1000 per hour

PHISICAL FITNESS: 

Yes I want to have a good muscle fitness 


GOOD SALES PERSON - AMUDRA:

Yes I wanted to meet new people and bring in bulk order for Amudra, I want to meet ring federer director 

I want to meet marudham village resort founder

I want to meet story resort owner

I want to send the picture of MMI referred person who lives in palavakkam and get the inputs 

I want to explore or understand the nich of selling an item to people - how to add value to people - it's not selling and people should be convinced on buying an item from you because you add value to them 


CLEAN HABITS AND CLEAN HOME:


CLEAN RELATIONSHIP ANS CLEAN THOUGHTS


INNOVATION - YES I AM INTO INNOVATIVE MIND

Yes I am curious to do things differently where people have not explored areas.

Yea I wanted to showcase how people are doing things differently and how people addressing different life problems

Innovation is not something that you have to do at bank of america. It's a way of life and adding value to people and things around you.

Interesting makes are so surprising to observe in life and the observation is only for me and for myself 


Whatever is inside am seeing outside - it's not my eyes seeing outside and its my inside os what seeing outside - whatever is running in my thoughts are looking outside 


If there is humor inside my mind am seeing the humor outside if there is pain inside am seeing the pain outside if there is an arrogance inside am seeing the arrogance outside of am seeing calmness inside am seeing the calmness outside life is beautiful where in Tamil they have already explained "Andathil ulladhu pindam; pindathil ulladhu andam" maybe this line has in depth meaning but what I understood is this.

Now how do I attain and fulfill what I really longing for ?

Can I do yoga and can I do running and can I do physical fitness and can I do karlakattai and can I do dance and can I have time for everything?

Can I do work and can I do extra project

Can I spend time with haran and can I spend time with Poorni 

Can I spend time with my family

Can I spend time with my office friends

Can I spend time with my college friend s 

Can I spend time with my neighbours 

Can I spend time with myself 

How many things should I really care for in life and how to take care of each and everything 

Thinking on these things make us think we have so many connections at life and so much time is available where different people are connecting with us at different times across life 


People are connected based on location and location is connected based on work 


I want to meet entrepreneur and I want to be an entrepreneur and I want to be a good jegan manager and I want to be a good life coach 


Why don't we go and check with different people on what comes out good for my nature 


I am still in the path of finding what do I really want to do in life and how can I add value to people - I will be finding my ikigai by this montha and gonna try my ikigai starting next month - 6 months timeframe I will fix for each spectrum of my longing desire to try 

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